Yes. I'm published in "Blender"...

NSYNC's Block and Tackle: Justin Timberlake "can honestly say" that he's never seen the penises of his bandmates Joey Fatone, Chris Kirkpatrick, Lance Bass, and JC Chasez [Dear Superstar, December]? Come on now, kiddo. Some of your fans may be on the young side, but we're not naive. I'm not saying that Justin is dropping the soap when JC joins him in the shower, but after sharing hotel rooms in Europe, quick changes during concerts, living on cramped tour buses, and, I hope, nights of drunken debauchery, I find it very difficult to believe that they haven't seen one anothers goods. It's simply the laws of probability at work. -Joanna Goldstein, New York

Bwahahahahahaha!!! So I'm outing myself with my last name and all but good grief! I wrote this forever ago and when the last issue of Blender was published without my letter, I figured it didn't make the cut. Un-fucking-believable. My current goal in life is to Justin's autograph on this page in the magazine.

Bon Jovi concert update to follow soon. This has distracted me a bit.

We've gotta hold on, ready or not...

Today has been insane. An employee resigned. I'm published in Blender where I not so subtly slash JC & Justin. I have dinner with Sr. tonight. JC's in-studio at KIIS is this evening. I'm exhausted from the Bon Jovi concert.

But a Bon Jovi recap is due and, if I don't do it now before I get settled in after lunch, it's not gonna happen.

The concert was fantastic. Seeing Bon Jovi was so nostalgic. I almost teared up when they played "Livin on a Prayer." And to be at the concert in NJ was electric.

At one point, JBJ said, "NJ used to be known for the Turnpike and Newark Airport. Now NJ is known for The Sopranos and Bon Jovi!"

They were just great.

The Goo Goo Dolls opened. Johnny Resznick is hot. He's sporting some killer "fuck me" hair and, in that wife beater, I just wanted to lick his tattoos.

I have to play around with the pictures b/c they're blurry but below is one of them.

( Not too terribly blurry Bon Jovi pics )

Can I nap now?

One hell of an amusing day...

Well, I went out and purchased three copies of Blender today. I haven't been able to stop laughing.

As a friend mentioned to me earlier, the best part (or most embarassing part) is that I said, "when JC joins him in the shower" not, "if JC joins him in the shower." Publically out myself as a slasher much?

I'm going to photo copy the page from the magazine and give it to Sr. at dinner tonight. I'm pretty interested in his reaction.

Plus, stargems, who is standing next to me right now, is going to write a little fic for me about JC and Justin reading the letter and the aftermath. *waves to stargems*

Final thought: Don't forget to vote tonight so that BMU is #1 on KIIS when JC's in-studio. without_me and Co.- Have fun! Remember to breathe. Remember to smell him. And remember A, that you earned this, deserve this, and we're all thrilled for you. And only a little jealous. Knock his socks off! And, if you get a chance, ask him what really happens when Justin drops the soap.