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I don't know how long my new attitude will last but I'm pretty serious this time.
I no longer want to share significant moments in my life with people who don't know they are significant.
It's great and all that I can have a little conversation with Chris but he'll never remember that. And it means a lot to me. Or Justin? I'll remember dancing next to him in a club and he could knock me down on the street and never know we met. Even with Joey, I'm just a fan he recognizes and is friendly to when we're out.
What I need to do is build the relationships in my life so that my significant moments are truly shared with the people involved. I want them to remember them as place as much meaning on the interactions as I do. It is not likely that will ever happen with the members of 'Nsync.
So here's the outline of my plan:
1) Continue to interact with the guys whenever I have a chance but place less importance on the interactions.
2) Reconnect with the friends I've neglected over the past months while all of this was developing.
3) Fine me a man. A real life man who I can actually date and shere those significant moments with.
I hope my plan works. I always seem to get this way when JC is in town.
I no longer want to share significant moments in my life with people who don't know they are significant.
It's great and all that I can have a little conversation with Chris but he'll never remember that. And it means a lot to me. Or Justin? I'll remember dancing next to him in a club and he could knock me down on the street and never know we met. Even with Joey, I'm just a fan he recognizes and is friendly to when we're out.
What I need to do is build the relationships in my life so that my significant moments are truly shared with the people involved. I want them to remember them as place as much meaning on the interactions as I do. It is not likely that will ever happen with the members of 'Nsync.
So here's the outline of my plan:
1) Continue to interact with the guys whenever I have a chance but place less importance on the interactions.
2) Reconnect with the friends I've neglected over the past months while all of this was developing.
3) Fine me a man. A real life man who I can actually date and shere those significant moments with.
I hope my plan works. I always seem to get this way when JC is in town.
